the more i try

the more i try to fix people, the more i realize they’re better off than me.
the more i try to be like someone else, the more i realize we have to be different to make this all work.
the more i try to be healthy, the more unhealthy things keep getting in my way.
the more i try to be a better person, the more i realize i can’t do it by myself.
the more i try to get things that i think i need, the more i realize that the work that goes into getting them is the hardest part.

hopefully it’s worth it.

the more i try…