impressive

i try to impress people i don’t even like with things i think they would like me for having, which i can’t even afford. they will end up being obsolete tomorrow, sitting on a back shelf collecting dust next month or even getting rust on them in a little bit so then i have to throw it away. so, i’m just thinking about what happens after this all ends.–wait, after all this is said and done, i don’t have my Mac or my HDTV? i don’t have my wife to talk for me or even my retro t-shirt or my too tight girly fitting jeans? i don’t have that fancy restaurant that makes me feel all important cause the food is so nasty it’s expensive, or that favorite rock-n-roll album on my iPod or my starbucks white chocolate mocha in hand. after this blink-of-an-eye experience is over, it’s just me, the Maker and His one question- “WHAT DID YOU DO WITH ME?”